What was your first porn experience?

Emily McCombs over at xoJane.com asked people to write about their first experiences with porn. I wrote this in the comments of the article, but thought I’d also share it here for you all to read, comment and share as well.

 

My first real foray into porn was a hard-core magazine. I remember sitting on the only cliff edge in my small town, overlooking the rodeo arena, giant bucking bronco statue looming over us with his judging plastic eye. There were four of us hormone filled horny 12-year-olds and I was, as usual, the only girl.

The penises in the images seemed so huge to me. I kept wondering if the boys with me had penises that large. They all had seen my breasts plenty of times before but it took seeing this porn for me to start asking to see their penises in return. A few weeks later, I even touched one, wanting to see how it gets hard under my rubbing hand like in the picture.

But while I was fascinated with the workings of the penis, I was mostly obsessed with how it got to enter the vagina. This penis, and the man attached to it, got to go into that girl, something I realized at that moment, sitting on that cliff edge under that statue, I desperately wanted to do as well. A week later, I told those same pubescent boys that I wanted to put my hand inside women the same way they did.

They said cool, then asked to see my boobs again.

 

So, what was your first experience with porn?

About Queerie Bradshaw

Lauren Marie Fleming is a writer, speaker and motivator known for her intimate, informative and often hilarious look at sex, relationships and body-image. Lauren runs the critically-acclaimed QueerieBradshaw.com blog, writes for major news sources including VICE, Nerve, Huffington Post and Curve, and is the author of her memoir Losing It: My Life as a Sex Blogger. In 2013, Lauren founded Frisky Feminist Press (FriskyFeminist.com) as a way to enhance conversations about sexuality through educational guides, online classes and entertaining publications. A law school graduate, Lauren has spoken all over the United States and is internationally recognized for her dynamic, engaging style. In everything she does, Lauren’s goal is to educate, remove stigmas and encourage people to achieve their desires.
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